| Sunday, August 19th, 2001 |
| 11:21 pm |
fucking girls.....
Well today was a good day....smoked some weed with my brother in my new home. Thats right my new home i move out this week. Rad. Then i get home and fucking brandi calls me up and starts talking to me like were best friends. If you didn't know brandi fucked my head all up with her shit. A year and a half of my life i wish i could forget. And i just start to almost lose it. I almost went back into the crazy depressed stage when i just remembered di. I really like her. But i dont' know if it'll work with me living in elmira. but who knows. ALl i know is bed. Current Mood:  high |
| 11:21 pm |
fucking girls.....
Well today was a good day....smoked some weed with my brother in my new home. Thats right my new home i move out this week. Rad. Then i get home and fucking brandi calls me up and starts talking to me like were best friends. If you didn't know brandi fucked my head all up with her shit. A year and a half of my life i wish i could forget. And i just start to almost lose it. I almost went back into the crazy depressed stage when i just remembered di. I really like her. But i dont' know if it'll work with me living in elmira. but who knows. ALl i know is bed. |
| Wednesday, August 15th, 2001 |
| 4:25 pm |
Girls are a dime a dozen
So me and di talked, and she gave me this whole trust thing.....so i went along with it decieded to give it a try. Then what does she do...goes and hangs out with a bunch of drunks at 3 am, one drunk being a guy who tried to bang her. Hey I'm gonna be really happy with that one aren't I? So i think she's on her last leg becuase what's the point in a relationship if only one person is happy? And i also keep thinkig about her and Joe, and how i don't think i'll ever forget that. But untill later........GIRLS SUCK! Current Mood:  depressed |
| Tuesday, August 14th, 2001 |
| 9:35 pm |
Jesus....i swear i saw him
So lately i've been in this whole conflict with my emotions. I really like di...but i keep hearing this shit about how i'm second to joe..and the only reasons she's wiht me is becuase he wouldn't go out with her. So me and her really need to talk.. i can't go on like that..evertime i see joe or mconnel i cant look at them in the eye. So the search will prolly continue. Sadly Current Mood:  gloomy |
| Sunday, August 12th, 2001 |
| 3:43 am |
it's all on the table
Well last night i got drunk and stoned....good night...tonight i got stoned and it was gonna be a good night but ryan's sisters boyrfriends mother died in a car crash so a lot of people were down. I love ryan so much...i'm gonna get him to sing for mcfly 55...he needs it. Me and di got back together witch is cool...but i swear if mconnel gives me any shit about her and joe i'm gonna kick his ass. Well night...later Current Mood:  distressed |
| Friday, August 10th, 2001 |
| 4:32 pm |
Hahahahaha
So anyways work sucks...girls suck....and no girls who work suck...but i got band practise then the fucking drve in, what could be better...oh wait i think a case of beer and a dime do make things better. I'm glad i can afford things like beer and pot. But more importantly i need girls. I can't live without girls..fucking girls. We'll later |
| Thursday, August 9th, 2001 |
| 8:09 pm |
THE SEARCH CONTINUES.....
So yeah i decided to do an update for once. A lot of things have happened to me since my last update mostly involveing beer. But i guess the search is back on for ladies. Di seriously confuesed me beyond bounds this time. I told her about a week and a half ago that i didn't want to see her anymore...then a week later she calls me up and wants to hang out. So we hang out a couple of times and some stuff happens and then she tells me that she dosn't want to date anymore. What is up with that???? I feel so used. But john leaves so i'm kinda down about that i love that kid to much. I do'nt think mobly hates me and adam anymore witch i love, becuase he is awsome....GIRLS SUCK. Well i'm out peace. Current Mood:  confused |
| Friday, June 29th, 2001 |
| 11:15 pm |
what the hell?
Well with cornerstone only a couple days away mke was in a car accident...so now he's not sure if he can afford to go. That would fuck everything up. but who knows. Tomarow's my graduation party so anyone reading this come to it. I gotta get some sleep. Peace Current Mood:  annoyed |
| Saturday, June 23rd, 2001 |
| 11:17 pm |
awhh i forgot to write in here
Well it's been a while since i wrote in my journal. So here goes...It's finally over... no more highschool for the rest of my life. Graduation sucked but we had a mad pool party at big a's in the poring rain..smoked with ryan and he got scared and ran like a girl. Well i'll be sure to get back to this later on i'm going to adam's to probibly smoke or something. Current Mood: anxious |
| Wednesday, June 20th, 2001 |
| 10:44 pm |
to tired to move
So work sucked again today.....i got to do some serious thinking though witch is the good point of working full time. I got home from work and i was feeling under the weather so instead of going out i decided to sleep then spend some time with the folks. The bands going really slow lately with adam gone and tony working on his new band, i think mcfly 55 has become the side band to his new band. I want to get chris in mcfly 55 and do some serious work and get recorded. I'm gonna get a guitar like my old one with my first check and try to start a band, i'm not sure with who but i think i'll get molby to sing. I NEED TO GET WANKED. Well i'm haning out with di tomarow but i dont' think i'm gonna get wanked, but if i do that would be cool. Well i have toamrow off from work so i can practise for graduation, so that's all good. I think i might go for a drive or something to clear my head. So peace out. Current Mood: distressed |
| Monday, June 18th, 2001 |
| 11:06 pm |
Carnies rule
So me john molby adam and levi decide to go to the carnival....it was gay, so don't ever go. God it seems like i just left work now i have to get ready to go back... that sucks. So good night all. Current Mood: disappointed |
| 4:35 pm |
God i love work
Just got home from work, it was a long damn day on the farm. I'm gonna go babysit for my uncle and make an few dollers for dinner tonight. Hopefully i'll hang with john and adam and maybe i'll get molby involved. Current Mood: anxious |
| Sunday, June 17th, 2001 |
| 11:58 pm |
another day is near
Well looks like i'm pretty close bedtime. I have to work tomarow morning so i better get some good sleep, it sucks that the weekend is over. I've really been thinking about molby and how he got screwed over, god i love that kid. I've really been thinking about how much girls screw guys over. But who knows, I've been thinking about this girl, i hope things work out but it probibly won't. I never have good luck with girls. Well I'm going to bed. Current Mood:  lazy |
| 4:57 pm |
The day after rad fad
RAD FAD need i say more? Well it was awsome....But today sucks. I hate it when friends are down. Ryan's losing his mind again, god i love that kid. I wish there was some way to help him out. Me and john are prolly gonna hang witch his kool. Big A is always playing everquest so i'll gonna try and get him involved in some kind of Physical activity like walking or something..god i love that kid to. I need a gf. so if anyones interested. |
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